Choosing pet as a lifetime-partner

His name is Jim, he is a Golden, he is not mines, a friend of mine own him. He is pretty close to me, already fall in love on him, since my eyes caught him. He is barely handsome neither smart, he also fond of Quarrel, so normally i should stay away from him, right! But I just can't, he attract me super strong! I even voluntrally give him food twice a day, and I, myself bring him going round instead his owner. I also feeling not too burder doing that, because honestly I am more comfortable around him than with people. Around people can make you be another person, you lying yourself and to the people, you pretending be person, which people would accept you, you shut your mouth tightly instead defence yourself when they bullying you by words, and you just smile eventhough that are just a sarcasm joke! Somehow, in the future you will do that too to another victim! And that's will continue like a circle. Then you would realize that you not feel fit to be around this people...